“I just really am trying, trying, all the time,” Stewart told magazine of her acting. “I mean, Walter Salles actually said to me several times during On the Road, ‘Stop reaching. You're already there.’”

“I like to be scared. I love to suddenly feel out of control. Actors walk around wearing these little tool-belts of acting skills. And I just don't find that interesting to watch,” she further added.

“I never want to see someone who clearly can cry at the drop of a hat. That's so uninteresting. And so many actresses are so [expletive] crazy. They're emotional wrecks, so they pretend to be these characters. But the emotions aren't coming from the right place,” told Stewart.

On July 24, Us Weekly revealed exclusive photos of “The Twilight Saga star engaging in a steamy makeout session on July 17 with Director Rupert Sanders.

Since the affair, Stewart has publicly apologized to her Robert Pattinson. “She isn't sleeping and she stays up all night crying,” a source told media. “She's close to a total meltdown.”